Chapter Six

While father is away Mother treats me much worse. Father is hardly home now and even when he isn't at work he still doesn't come home. Mother had starved me for 10 days now.. and even put the left over food from dinner down the garbage disposal because she knew I would try and take it. She even locked the freezer in the garage and kept the key. The only thing to get me full was to drink the water from the sink and fill the ice cube trays and drink the water out of it. I had to be careful not to wake mother when I turned on the sink. She had no symptathy for me laughing at me when I begged for food. One night mother slammed a plate of food infront of me and told me I had 2 minutes to eat the food. Right before I went to put the food in my mouth, Mother took the plate from me. Why does she do this to me. After the 10 days mother placed food infront of me again and told me I had 2 minutes. I knew she was playing a game. I shoveled the food in my mouth so she woudnt have time to take it away. When I was finished she told me I eat like a pig. I didn't care at all I got the food. Mother later did a new game when she took me to the bathroom. But there was no bucket. She started filling the tub up with cold water and demanded I take my clothes off. She made me get in the tub with my head under the water and keep it there. it felt like forever but when I got to get out I started drying myself off but she just told me to put my clothes on the way I was. It just keeps getting worse...